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My Heart Whispered this to Me

  • Writer: Aslam Abdullah
    Aslam Abdullah
  • 2 days ago
  • 2 min read

My heart did not shout. It did not accuse. It whispered—and that whisper was enough to undo me. It sharpened my conscience the way a blade is honed on stone: slowly, deliberately, painfully. It asked me to stand still and look inward, not at who I claimed to be, but at who I had become. It made me weigh my words, not by how elegant they sounded, but by how truthful they were. It forced me to confront my silences—the pauses I defended as wisdom, the quiet I disguised as patience, the restraint I praised as balance while knowing, deep within, it was fear.

My heart pushed me out of comfort. It stripped away the softness of excuses and dragged me into the open square of the world, where nothing is hidden and everything is tested. There, I saw lies shouted with confidence, amplified until they passed for truth. I saw truth spoken gently, then punished brutally, as if honesty itself were a crime that threatened public order. I realized then that injustice does not always wear the face of cruelty; sometimes it wears the calm smile of normalcy.

My heart taught me how fragile power truly is. I watched crowns glitter briefly before turning to dust. I learned that authority built on deception trembles at the sound of a single honest voice. Armies can be resisted, borders defended, weapons matched—but truth unsettles power in ways force never can. That is why rulers fear it. That is why they silence it. That is why they punish those who carry it.

My feelings stripped me of my illusions. They tore down the shelters of compromise I had built to protect myself from discomfort. They dismantled the arguments I used to justify staying neutral, to explain why it was not my fight, not my moment, not my responsibility. When those walls collapsed, I was left exposed—vulnerable, uncertain, afraid. Yet, for the first time, I was upright.

My heart showed me that neutrality is a lie we tell ourselves to sleep at night. Silence, it revealed, is never empty; it is weighted, aligned, complicit. Silence always chooses a side, and more often than not, it stands with the oppressor. To survive with dignity—to live without betraying one’s own humanity—one must choose. Not comfort, not safety, not applause, but resistance.

Resistance is not always loud. Sometimes it is simply the refusal to look away. Sometimes it is the courage to speak when the cost is high and the reward uncertain. Sometimes it is standing alone, trembling, yet refusing to bend.

My heart whispered this to me.And once heard, it could not be unheard.

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